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2006-04-04T08:36:00.000-07:00

ByNow...
everything is back to square 1, true enough monday will never be the same again. i was still grumbling that this stupid competition had actually steal my time away from my studies. thinking about it again i feel that i am utimately foolish. the memories i had will be left on the scc stage, in my mind in al of you ppl hearts. i hope that i will not be forgotten by eu(eu) by eu(19) by eu(fans) by eu (the people i know through this competition). we are different ppl of different characters and places, it just happen that fate brought us together and we hit of well. we gain friendship, had joy and laughter, all e jeolousy thingy which make us strong individually. bond our spirits together. we promised that we will not be seperated and will always remember eachother and this experience til the end of our life. its truely once in e life time.how many ppl can have this experience like us? i am sure we will meet up soon. the tears that we left behind, will be wept off by the joy we going to have... (monday blues, without you)
2006 nian, wo men zhe yi ban.
( jut wanna say sorry to all the ppl who have tag my blog. cause i hadn't been replying. my tag blog have been flooding...)
thanks casey and gang for your liang cha.
thanks all who took pics with me and let me sign
thanks yanli, sokteng and sis plus millie for setting up fan club and managing it well
thanks siti, yangli, sokteng, weichiang for always coming down to support me
thanks feiz for your everything
thanks my school for supporting
thanks my family for motivating
thanks mdc, shang shang xia xia, quan ti gong zuo ren yuan
thanks fang lao shi for your double beat
thanks...
zhiyang, theresa, dean, renfred, clara, adriano, khim, yuyang, yvonne, yiyuan, yinwei, samuel, sheena, shermaine, alejandro, ziwen, kenneth, siew ping, mei gui... thanks myself for letting myself to join this competition. without all of you.. all this is not made possible. LOVE YOU.
(i hate seperations... graduation is drawing nearer and nearer..i hate seperations...)

2006-03-21T05:11:00.000-08:00

shasha: eh how come today change to hall. not music room meh?
yangce: dunno y?
shasha: my dance shoe upstairs eh(4th floor)
yangce: orh huh lol
shasha: then you didn't help me take
yangce: huh. not my fault ma. i was also informed just now. the key on my bag
shasha: alright
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yangce was feelig bad. she knew that she had be rude to shasha but she don't know if she should apologise anyway she is not her senior. thats what she really thinks at first. she felt that shasha had blamed her for taking the shoes and that she was annoyed caused its not her fault that the thought didn't strike her mind.
_______________________
yangce: got your shoe le?
shasha: yup
yangce: were you angry just now. i talk to you like that sorry eh
shasha: huh? ha like what
yangce: like that la
shasha: lol like wad seh?
yangce: like that lo
shasha: hahahaha
* a simple sorry express deep within the heart, is just what we need to dissolve all misunderstanding. it is clear to us that misunderstanding happens and cannot be avoided. properbly due to the differences in your character, personalities. unable to adapt... or changed cause you believe to be what you are. will you be sure that everybody will be able to accept, will you be willing to reflect and reconsider. is there a better way out to all problems? will you be sure that confronting eachother conflicts will be solved. maybe to an outsider they might feel that wow you are simply frank and greatly admires you, but can you say that you will not be affected by your friends words. words which hurts and bothers you, making you think round and round whether who is right or wrong, true or just personal opinions. even if you say friends are suppose to accept comments but are you sure that these feeling will not be accumulated. howerver indeed friends who don't comment are not friends, i the depth of comments plays a part. if it is unhapiness between both relationship "i feel that sometimes you are begin too ignorant towards stuff and it is the reason which affected us(bad example...)" and not comments on stuff like "i am worried that you are using the wrong method to studying(bad example...) and if you say that you feel tired to bother about so many things i feel that you don't even care and that you are just taking things for grunted. taking friends for grunted. if you say that things had been changing and in e way which had brought us apart, y can't you assume positively that we might not ended up just like that, story is written by yourself, you write your own content. whether you want it to be, exciting, crazie, with zest.... unhappiness sorrow saddness... lead the way you want. its just that what is done cannot be change, even if it is earse there is always a mark left. i personally believe that friendship will lost long, they are nv momentem. my mum lead her teenage life in kampong. she met her best friend when she was in perimary school, til now she still had her as her best friend. both lead two seperates life, both living and have their own family, sorrows problem... but wheneve they meet they will always chat with joy, coversation can be never ending. i just wanna say that i care and i am sensitive towards it. i might not have express it clearly, i have express it wrongly. i hadn't been taking it lightly but i knew when to let it bother me. i will nt let it trapped me, and had been learning to get detached whenever there is a need to which is frequently. however i lead a very colorful life, if my life was to be written to a book i will paint it with a bright yellow. they might be pages of storms but rain will always stop. desaster do't come frequently do they? i knew that when i am angry for 1 min i will lose sixty seconds of happiness. i would rather spend my time happily with you and not waste my time thinking unless it is neccessary. lastly... p.s: i wish that tzelin will smile more(not just evidence throgh expression but in terms of mood, and mentally), siti to have less worries(don't wanna you to bored over unneccessary things), yeele to be carefree( i knew you will never allows rule to tie you up but to me you seems to be tied up by yourself(personal opinion)). meiqi and yiqing:) adours them let they seems perfectly fine:)muacks babe! fahmi, to get all the money that he wanted so as to get his problem solve, wanna him to really get taken care off. last of all... yangce, wish that her wishes will all come true... friends shall only spice her life and they do:)

2006-03-20T06:12:00.000-08:00

lol i drew it! haha. didn't motice that there were two little birds around.

hoiday is really fun... oh man am i really that lacking haha cause til now then tag about holiday.lol i remember having chemistry remedial and was on the way to mac for breakfast with siti, yeele, yiqing, meiqi and the guys... after that yiyuan gave me a call and shoo.. was at Wild Wild Wet with yiyuan, khim, alejandro, yuyang and samuel haha. six of us.really fun and cool. i was made to STRIP. hai~ bad experience... i don't wanna but i do not have my swimming suit on. so no choice, i had to take of my clothes left my sports bra on.. GOOSH EXPOSED... SOBSOB. but was rather cooling... wahahaha. i realised that a simple chit chatting can be real fun too. haha yuyang is damn funnie always making stupid noises. zhiyang calm that yuyang is the onli guy who can make him really Laugh Out Loud. haha i agrees totally. i didn't know how to swim. lol my boyfriend have to be a excellent swimmer if not i gonna drown..boo! then we went for lunch. was really overjoyed when me and khim received a special call haha. shall not tell you anything about the call at this moment.. when the time is right then i reveal. i hope khim had ot said about it... haha she is damn happie. but well not everyone though.. anyway then we went to the beach and had a stroll before settling down. the breeze was cooling... at that moment i felt like all my worries are gone... we just set there and the melody goes...*lalala* khim suggested that we go for a drink, we ordered some fried dishes too.. after that we ended our gathering and went seperate ways. i went to bugis national library for some studies. was doing a math... arthmetic...? yar i suppose... haha then went to meet feiz at the fountain. he bought tako balls for me but i didn'y want to eat... shy la yar la yar right... that pig really have big mouth 1 tako ball at e time!!! in the end he complained that it was my fault, cause i make him bloated... well too bad la.. boo! in the end i met up with my parents and sister.. haha we went hawker and i ate 1 whole plate of hokkien mee plus 2 slies of bread! woo__________then next day i started off with homework again before going out with feiz. well was suppose to have lunch der but went to library to study instead. you better buck up in your e math if not your sis also can't help you. then later went to bugis to meet siti for yanli's present hee. bought 2 pair of sunglasses for 30 bucks. hee. we took neoprints together too. then we went to mac to had a drink, i tasted the new milk shake... was really milky haha
it was friday then so i made my way home by bus... i don't like to take ride alone... regardless mrt,bus, with air con without... i just feel a sense of sleepyness and lonliness... in the end i was really pissed off cause i realised that i do not have my specs with me and left it at my aunt place. i do not have any keys with me so i could not open the door and feel for my bed to slp. i met this 2 irritating ice cream man who keep calling me xiao jie and persuading me to buy ice cream... not really their fault but i was really pissed off... I WAS REALLY TIRED. in the end went to find my parents and sister to have dinner. took LRT AGAIN... LONLINESS AND SLEEPINESS ENGUFF ME ONCE AGAIN. so there was me at the ten mile junction kopitium?... then i was really pissed off so i act sleepy and wanna my mummy to give me the keys instead of me staying there with them and eat... i had yoshinoya earlier le... then i lay heavily on my bag! and WAD THE HELL... YANLI'S SPEC WAS SMASHED BY ME... hai~ i am really clumsy... what should i do... what to do!!! lol haha... hai~ no choice i had to replace my own spec for her... so sorrie! sobsobz.. i guess i had ben really childish and stubborn... bleah! (pictures will be uploaded someday. system hang)haha~

2006-03-14T06:02:00.000-08:00

YUYANG&KHIM
!!!OUT!!!
Well find, people who have been reading my blog, after reading this you might feel that i am really bias but I DON'T CARE LE. goosh i actually cried yesterday after knowing the results from renjie. i was really agitated. hmmm i hate the the result show right from the begining. it really stimulate my nerves with nervousity. saw khim crying in front of the camera yesterday, my heart really breaks. yuyang was really cute la, but hai~ its just fate. I HATE IT MAN. ARGHHHHHHH... ...okie okie... i am bias... yayaya... but frankly speackiing... i never cried for this CSS competition before. yesterday was the first and it gonna be the last... cause ya i am STRONG wahahaha!!! SADDENING... (lol my pic just happen to have sherm&sheena wahaha. twins rox)

2006-03-12T06:05:00.000-08:00

EVERYONE IS A POTENTIAL LEARDER!
SECONDARY ONE COFIDENCE CAMP 2006
~23rd Student Council ROX~
recently just attended a 2 days 1 night camp as an instrutor with my fellow 23rd student council, on the 10 and 11 of march 2006. what a different experience it was! MORE scoldings, MORE thinking, MORE changes and MORE reflecting done compared to the previous camp that we had attend(of course the expectation for secondary1inductioncamp is much more different compared to this camp)i must really say well done to the commanders. this camp was plan in total haste, yes there were planning and discusion, briefing and debrief before camp but in the opinion of many instructors we don't expect it to turn out as well as it did. i realised that it is important to have a same goal in mind. i wasn't really looking forward to the camp, but when it comes i feel that i can't resist it and this time round i have to do a really good job. the campers will be following us and we are important. this goes the same for all the others instructors, we feel that we are together again doing a importing project. we gonna make it a succes, and it gonna be a sucess. i belief that it will turn out true and indeed we did it. with the expectation of the teachers(esp. miss tang) we start of the camp with an aim to make it a success.to let the sec1 learn.
[campers moving to the next station. running with blurness. hahaz]
1st day
wa 1st day i already buay ta han liao! untolerable. these batch of secondary ones really are testing our patient. like what miss tang had said, these campers do not understand the seriousness of this camp though even though the commanders had made clear to them that this is a NOT A LEISURE CAMP. so the campers just HIGH all the way. so many of them, this camp might be thier first camp; compared to orientation day camp this was so much harsher. lol but they are really a bunch of wild monkeys. i was really irritated. poor yiqing nv see her scold like that before. felt terrible and really smpathy her. the campers treat us instructors like fools, felt that they are uncontrolable. hopeless. but after hearing what miss tang said really chances my mind. this camp was a camp meant for them if we instructors felt tired or worn out, then this camp gotta be insucessful. objective not met. so in whateva situation we gonna keep ourself in our best condition and nv look shack! lol(miss ong)miss yeong and miss lim also made us realise that we should not assume.[taken during telematch.day 2. everyone was really tired. but this was acted out, requested by me ha]
wa so in the end i onli had a 1hr sleep. all thanks to wei chiang and aaron who giggled all the way and caused me to have a sleepless night. ha. anyway i took revenge on wei chiang, tickled his foot, guess he was really irritated by that. ha hack. i had too much coffee, kept me awake. so we sang under the starry night. not forgetting that it was our commander desmond birthday. sang song for him! happy birthday song in 3 language. eng,chi and malay. hee
[desmond goh jin hui_sily smilez hee]
so early in the morning i played basketball with sab, zhichiaw, vic and siti. hai~ blame it on myself. i trip and ya, sprained my leg. haha. crap. well then so was limping all the way throughout day 2. wasn't that bad la, i just can't catch up with my own team, i was group instructor and pt in charged. hee i love pt! pt was fun.
hee. campers was really quite during day 2. guess they were as sleepy as me. so energy level droped. hee well in anycase i remembered to keep my spirit high. so in the end wei chiang took over me for treasure hunt and i went to sun tanned with siti under the sun. both of us fall asleep while helping in telematch. haha was sun burnt! hee hurray, i wanna to be tanned! so own wei chiang 1 again. i love telematch to. you should have see how jovin digged the water melon. he really swollow bit. i felt his stomach too, it was pretty obvious that it was protruding. haha. bloated with a melon.no pics on that though sad...
[disasterous state after telematch]
[we have our secondary 3s with us, the more the merrier]
[was also requested by me. hee. sokteng was really tired. we actually carried 16 bench, 32 tables, plus other logistic. xin ku le da jia!!!]
[more tiring faces]
so in the end i spent some time in the councillor room with more pics hee.
but whats most memorable is the picture i have with my council(though not all here, we will always be together)
[23rd Student Council]
[happie faces of the campers]
[23rd Student Council]
[will always remember, councilors one for one all for all] [jia youz] ]his turn they will miss me for a game. but ya not interseted . you xie holding hands.[me and siti la]
signning off...

2006-03-09T06:54:00.000-08:00

Background Music
by Kathryn Hamshar
This love is background music in my mind;
Its melody drifts slowly as it may.
And threads of song enfold me, intertwined
When I awake to face another day.
Sometimes so faint, like shadows of a thought,
A haunting tune keeps lurking on the fringe;
Insistent Something, nameless and unsought,
And colored blue, though just the slightest tinge.
This floating music runs within my veins,
And slowly beats the time of passing years.
It sings the songs of love and all its pains;
Remembered joys, and loss too great for tears.

[lifeGOESon]

MX:hey dude! let us play a simple game.
GW:no objection. go ahead
MX:set ground rules first. loser will experience a drastic change
GW:huh what you mean.
MX:we shall see to it later.lol

*shimmering light*transformation take place*
MX:guess the no. of my fingers dude. wahahaha. i am an alien GRRrrr

GW:ARGHHHH!!! MONSTER.MONSTER!!!EEEEeeeee(show rabbit teeth in disgust)

MX:a manly one though.i have small eyes to counter your rabbit teeth.Pathetic moroons.Well you lose. Prepare for the torture.Weakling.

*a tight slap slammed across GW face*
and...

GW:I WANT MY MAMA.
[lifeGOESon][ihaveabunchoffunniefriends][weARElame]
basically, the few of us were together on the mini bus. though it is small it actually reduced our distance. we get to joke with each other, LaughOutLoud, do stupids things which we are familliar with, took photos of memories. time flies. sooner or later we shall all graduate. Where will we be? i don't know. we shall all be seperated. but the memories that we share shall always be intact. [no dance in exchange for last cheering session][tues]
p.s: our school achieved the 1st runner up.

signing off...=)

2006-03-05T01:55:00.000-08:00

BACK
lol i know i sounded really gloomy. thanks for reading my long, wordy post. ha. okie lets us talk about saturday. its alenjandro birthday! haha its our sec2coord. sabrina birthday too! lol 25th feb was samuel and my 3rd mama,ching yan's birthday! haha. what a coincidence. so well i went to alenjandro's birthday party. lol haha saw a few topless guy splashing water. lol haha it reminds me of yanhong's birthday. he kinda went through water parade, got splash by his classmate, cakes on his uniform, lol it was a messy sight. haha he claim that he was rape. goosh haha. wonder what will it be like on my birthday. i told ming feiz that i didn't had a birthday party since the age of one. well only celebrated with my parents. cause it always happen to be at the mid year. so i told ming feiz that my birthday was drawing nearer, i was expecting him to say something like that what would you want for a present or ask a question like how do you expect it to be?... but he said that ya and chinese 'O' is drawing nearer too... spoilt my mood lol.
haha so back at alejandro's place. i was there with yin wei, samuel and siew ping, so the 4 of us went to the roof top! hee i told them that it was the most romantic place i have ever been. lol i was really astonished by the magnificent sight. the cresent moon was there glowing and there were stars sparkling. i love stars! every morning when i step out of my flat i will start counting. lol like any girls i will tell myself that the brightest star is yangce's star haha. it shine so brightly and i told myself that i ought to be like it. lol the wind was blowing agaist my face, my hair was in total mess but i enjoy every moment of the breeze. its really relaxing. so the 4 of us just sit down and start chatting and singing like we were log lost friends. haha.we did some gossiping too...shhhh haha in the end my sister went too haha. y she go? don't ask me haha

lol yupz thats the moon.thats all the neon light.thats me and my sis.thats yiyuan,siew peng,me yu yang, samuel, alejandro, khim, yvonne and yi wei. (thanks vicki for the pic=))
Tag Replies
*some people had been using my name to reply. the latest one. what i have dance and going to bath. thats not me la. but though it mean no harm but next time i shall do my replies here. thanks to all who help me reply.
well
xingyu:lol ya i know you likes to flood la. ha thanks for helping me to reply. lol.
clement: because i don't have time to go online. ya i lve both singing and dancing. i love drawing too.i like anything which can express emotion in an artistic way. hmmm i guess my language is not that superb. maybe hats y. but til now i am more confiden with my dance. cause when i sing i always off pitch. ya maybe my heart is not calm enough ba.
(: :i try to reply when i am free hee. yupz i will post more haha. but ya according to my likes there is most likely to have more dance pics haha.
anonymous: i don't really know joseph. he tag my blog and requested for a link. hee y? you now him?
kailin: lol thanks for e compliment hee:) yar you rox too. stay preety hee
evonne: hee ya i got to really buck up in my studies. thanks real lots for encouraging.
graciie: hee yupz i will hee cya soon:)
celesta: lol i don't understand y too? i just eat and i love it lol. yupz sometimes i will eat bean curd for breakfast. lol good for the skin haha. but heard that eating too much of those is not good. dunno if it is ture hee hack la... lol
allie: haha i am loking forward to meiqi's blog. ha cause i don't have the habbit of blogging. yupz i think when i feel like i will blog too. i want to take down more photos. that camera of mine eats a lot of batteries. and i am always lazy to buy another.
chen ning: lol of course la. its my school ma. i wanna go for the cheering session. but will be having dance so still not sure if i will be there to support. lol. haha JSS JIAYOU!
shawn,gina,jiaenn,: hee thanks alot. yupz will link ya don't worry
mayii:yupz you too jia you cause haard work will always pay off. at least i believe in that. hope you too. yupz will link ya der.
joseph: lol haha you can download my song and listen to it lo. but not for too long cause really is off pitch here and there. well ya haha so beware.
mxm: refering to guys who watch porns lol. lol its just a remark no offence. but i detest them. maybe not really that hate but well i just don't understand y. maybe i because i am not a male...
casey: lol. i did not throw the bottle you gave away. at least the first one was still with me. lol. haha and amazingly my mum used that to hold liang cha for me too. lol.
ms iice: yupz thanks for the compliment hee. yupz i will continue to smile more and work hard der.
benitha: lol why don't you donate some to me? lol. yupz mr woon is checking for e math files lo. so rush.

AND THATS ALL
signing off...

2006-03-04T17:17:00.000-08:00

This week was a real torture to me. TORTURE. was it deliberate or was it accidental?
Monday Blues
got back my english results on a gloomy monday afternoon. was packed in the school's library, with my class, going through the test paper. i was thinking that if my eyes were to pop out, it will be on my english result slip. miss phua made the whole class to go through the paper before annoucing the result. i was anxious and praying. fear was the majority percentage in me, i was probably 10% hopeful.(1st torture) after what seems to me like a million years(exaggerating ha) we dived for our reults slip like goal keeper._reason 1:to let ourself peace down.reason 2: to prevent it from begin seen by our classmate, in case it turns out to be disgraceful._ so i manage to squeeze my way in, and one look at the results, nearly force my tears out. was so amazing was that i was failed 22/50 (again.i got a pass for last year EYE) and gotten the lowest for my class(again.2nd time)(2nd torture) i brain was in total spiral, total mess. i can't accept the fact that i failed again though you might say that it is not as if i had never failed before. whats more is that i am a frequent failure. BUT WHO WILL WANT TO FAIL. i told myself that this is not going to hinder me, never, i have to move on. i wanna prove to my friends that ME.YANGCE FAILING, WILL NOT BE EXPECTED ANY MORE. maybe i am trying to prove to myself ba, or had i been deciving myself? then i had been a big fat lier for 1 whole year. i hate it...
back in the canteen, one of my friend was crying(not to mention her name in case it become sesitive to her), she is a scholar, unexpectedly she scored badly too(though better then me)so people started consoling her. (was rather shock to see her cry, cause she was those cheerful type and had to attend cca later.)i starting crying with her too.deep in my heart though. i don't know what to say. i couldn't possibly say," eh at least you are not the lowest right? the person who is suppose to be crying is me la, cheer up k? hee" it sounds bad la, so i decided to keep silence.(i wasn't expecting anyone to console me, come to think about it, leaving me alone is the best way to console me) this type of things are always subjective,some might think that blahblah is god, but blahblah might think that she is still not good enough, everybody have their own standards.own targets.own expectation. SO was i expecting too much from myself then? but scary 'O' is driving nearer and nearer.too fast at a speed that i feel myslef unable to overcome,unable to escape alive. i gonna be crush down soon, bits and bits of me are tearing apart. i am not prepared.just not prepared.
to:yvonne, cheer up k. cssian rox big time.
:zhi yang,thanks for that chemistry lesson though it was for yu yang.i need it badly too.
:yin wei, high 5 haha
:ming feiz, thanks. i was sleeping and crying.sorrie for late reply. haha

Tuesday with Morrie: Friends
i was still thinking about my results. i really wanna thanks siti, ever since ca2 last year she as been really close to me.
1st. thanks for adopting me, when i felt lost. i was pulled back by you because you trust me. you make me feel that i was not being used afterall.
2nd. not only did you give me trust, you share your heart with me.
3rd. recently. i still remeber you telling me not to let any disappointment hinders me to move on further. and you say that "today you quite quite nevermind, but tomorrow must be bubbly again hor" thanks for that, cause at that moment i really feel the urge to hug you. you are the 2nd person who tell me this. the 1st was actually yi jie. haha
4th. you told me to sleep early haha crap.(i am not embarrassed to express myself in such way, because this is friendship.thats what morrie will do too. the basic connection between humans. though i had make use of technology to convey this.)
5th
6th
7th
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i starting to think about the day when we graduates...what will it be like?where will we go?
Wednesday We(or i)Wither
i was Struck by something worse then lightning. at least lightning will give me an immediate death, but not this one. my progress card. L1R5 24 L1R4 19.(3rd torture) haha... i wonders if i can make it to JC, ha with such score, even if i go poly i will have to wear a mask eh. a permenant one. what happening to me?!
okie lets make a deal k? studies for me everyday! by then when mid year come. i have to at least get min of 17 for L1R5 12 for L1R4
punishment will be that i will have no music.no food.no hanging out.
see me everyday outside teachers'stuff room till school close ba!
i will do what i say. it is a promise. PROMISE.
Thurdays no time
hmmm went home real early today. my cousin manage to continue his studies in NUS. cool right. inspire to be like him too. wonders if i will make it. hope i can. i will ha. had human reproductive system fr bio today! hee so cool. ms koh says that this is the time when all students will most likely stays awake. and yup, it is true for me. haha. really interesting to listen to her birth experience. most of it was on the pain side though. i learn to love my mum even more. hee.
my whats so disgusting is not about the blood and pain it is not about my teacher, not about bio and reproductive system is about guys! is about the guys in my class. crap. i just knew that they actually watch porn at home. and i knew other dark stories about students of various schools. having sex in school.outside school.any where! i on't understand y? am i too narrow minded? wa, i was really astonished. i ask feiz if he watch. he says no and that all thise guys are pervert cause they allow their minds to be corrupted. hmmm at least i know wei chiang won't. but such guys are never cool. so sucks big time. YUCK
*gtg and study with siti, will be undated again. wait for me worz.(studying) yeah!!!

2006-02-26T01:25:00.000-08:00

lolz.i had started blogging before, and had quite a few accounts before. well i wasn't really good at it and there is no motivation for me to type consistantly, though it suppose to be a weekly journal, just once a week?... so you must be wondering that i might be a real lazy bum...when i was young i was forced by my father to write journal... in chinese in english... and the fact is that he wanna check it...it might seem that he wanna get to know my inside out better but to me he is more like checking into my privacy. i do think that parents might have the rights to do so, if i do have my own children, i do wish to know them more and hear the voices within me... children nowadays do not behave like what others would have expect them to behave...eg. when you sad you cry, when you angry you flare... humans tend to have many masks hidden beneath their skin, you will never know what they are thinking. *back to my father checking my journal. well i don't really bother much, i hadn't want a journal at the first place. i actually entertained my father by writing a few lines of my daily routine(come on, i will never review andy secrets or any unhappyness in my journal, i don't want my parents to come consoling me, they definately will =)), and sometimes i will alter my life abit and write what he wanna hear. back in school, our language teacher too wanna their students to hand in journal entries.reason1: to know their students more.reason2: to improve their language. *As for the first reason i should not elaborate further, i am not that kind of students who will trash out their personal life to their teachers,*eg. i have a crush with that ABC. not saying that i do not trust my teachers, i do trust them. but i would rather keep everything to myself or tell my secrets to my really really close friends or someone i had never see before... online or penpal. i feel that writing journal is more for the 2nd reasons. i except the fact that my language is poor, so if writing journals do help in improving i will jolly well give it a try. its good that at least the topic which the teachers give are not time consuming. eg. the beach. what if it was eg. the type of person you would amire. it will really twit my mind, too much consideration to be assessed. blogging is definately much more interesting then writing journal. i get to change the songs according to my mood, insert photos here and when i like, find for better skins for others to envy!!!or even make my own skin!!! when i first told my sister regarding having a blog instead of a journal, who is a frequent blogger, she went off protesting like a child: " wa cool! i like your teacher! my school teacher only knows how to hypnotise her own student.boring...".*miss phua are you not smiling after looking at this? lolz, but this advantage will only be enjoyed by people who have network connection at home, we should not neglect those who do not have. poor benita.
hahaz you must be thinking that yangce arh?! so naggy der
well let us take a look at some pictures first.*go quench your thirst pls=)

all these pic are so cool haha. there will be more.

so what actually happens today?it goes off like this...
early in the morning, 7.00am, my mum's voice came blasting my ear off with "yangce, wake up WAKE UP!" i wasn't shock, and did not sit up instantly like i was posessed by a vampire, i knew the reason why she had to wake me at such early hour despite that it was sunday today. We are going to bukit timah to climb the BUKIT TIMAH HILL. amazingly i took 13min to climb the shortest route. wasn't really happie with it but i manage to win my dad!!! like usual waHaHA. anyway i was really worn out after that. hee. sleepzZzZ.Yeah in the afternoon and mum bring me and my sister to bugis village ad bugis. hee we ate someting really speacial today!FRIED BEAN CURD!!! cool right. it taste really superb. the outer layer was really crispy and the inner layer which is the tofu mingled around your teeth smoothly! excellent!
then we went to bugis shopping mall and purchase my newbie shirt. purple. to feiz: "hey my shirt is purple. wanna purple long ago. wasn't really copying you. design different anyway. haha no couple shirt blex. my mum choose this anyway. but i like it really much esp the prints on it"
later we walk futher into the edge, we saw animal farm. me and my sis each bought a shirt, hers pink mine purple again.
lastly i shall end off introducing my sis=)