Tuesday, April 04, 2006

ByNow...
everything is back to square 1, true enough monday will never be the same again. i was still grumbling that this stupid competition had actually steal my time away from my studies. thinking about it again i feel that i am utimately foolish. the memories i had will be left on the scc stage, in my mind in al of you ppl hearts. i hope that i will not be forgotten by eu(eu) by eu(19) by eu(fans) by eu (the people i know through this competition). we are different ppl of different characters and places, it just happen that fate brought us together and we hit of well. we gain friendship, had joy and laughter, all e jeolousy thingy which make us strong individually. bond our spirits together. we promised that we will not be seperated and will always remember eachother and this experience til the end of our life. its truely once in e life time.how many ppl can have this experience like us? i am sure we will meet up soon. the tears that we left behind, will be wept off by the joy we going to have... (monday blues, without you)
2006 nian, wo men zhe yi ban.
( jut wanna say sorry to all the ppl who have tag my blog. cause i hadn't been replying. my tag blog have been flooding...)
thanks casey and gang for your liang cha.
thanks all who took pics with me and let me sign
thanks yanli, sokteng and sis plus millie for setting up fan club and managing it well
thanks siti, yangli, sokteng, weichiang for always coming down to support me
thanks feiz for your everything
thanks my school for supporting
thanks my family for motivating
thanks mdc, shang shang xia xia, quan ti gong zuo ren yuan
thanks fang lao shi for your double beat
thanks...
zhiyang, theresa, dean, renfred, clara, adriano, khim, yuyang, yvonne, yiyuan, yinwei, samuel, sheena, shermaine, alejandro, ziwen, kenneth, siew ping, mei gui... thanks myself for letting myself to join this competition. without all of you.. all this is not made possible. LOVE YOU.
(i hate seperations... graduation is drawing nearer and nearer..i hate seperations...)

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Tuesday, March 21, 2006


shasha: eh how come today change to hall. not music room meh?
yangce: dunno y?
shasha: my dance shoe upstairs eh(4th floor)
yangce: orh huh lol
shasha: then you didn't help me take
yangce: huh. not my fault ma. i was also informed just now. the key on my bag
shasha: alright
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yangce was feelig bad. she knew that she had be rude to shasha but she don't know if she should apologise anyway she is not her senior. thats what she really thinks at first. she felt that shasha had blamed her for taking the shoes and that she was annoyed caused its not her fault that the thought didn't strike her mind.
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yangce: got your shoe le?
shasha: yup
yangce: were you angry just now. i talk to you like that sorry eh
shasha: huh? ha like what
yangce: like that la
shasha: lol like wad seh?
yangce: like that lo
shasha: hahahaha
* a simple sorry express deep within the heart, is just what we need to dissolve all misunderstanding. it is clear to us that misunderstanding happens and cannot be avoided. properbly due to the differences in your character, personalities. unable to adapt... or changed cause you believe to be what you are. will you be sure that everybody will be able to accept, will you be willing to reflect and reconsider. is there a better way out to all problems? will you be sure that confronting eachother conflicts will be solved. maybe to an outsider they might feel that wow you are simply frank and greatly admires you, but can you say that you will not be affected by your friends words. words which hurts and bothers you, making you think round and round whether who is right or wrong, true or just personal opinions. even if you say friends are suppose to accept comments but are you sure that these feeling will not be accumulated. howerver indeed friends who don't comment are not friends, i the depth of comments plays a part. if it is unhapiness between both relationship "i feel that sometimes you are begin too ignorant towards stuff and it is the reason which affected us(bad example...)" and not comments on stuff like "i am worried that you are using the wrong method to studying(bad example...) and if you say that you feel tired to bother about so many things i feel that you don't even care and that you are just taking things for grunted. taking friends for grunted. if you say that things had been changing and in e way which had brought us apart, y can't you assume positively that we might not ended up just like that, story is written by yourself, you write your own content. whether you want it to be, exciting, crazie, with zest.... unhappiness sorrow saddness... lead the way you want. its just that what is done cannot be change, even if it is earse there is always a mark left. i personally believe that friendship will lost long, they are nv momentem. my mum lead her teenage life in kampong. she met her best friend when she was in perimary school, til now she still had her as her best friend. both lead two seperates life, both living and have their own family, sorrows problem... but wheneve they meet they will always chat with joy, coversation can be never ending. i just wanna say that i care and i am sensitive towards it. i might not have express it clearly, i have express it wrongly. i hadn't been taking it lightly but i knew when to let it bother me. i will nt let it trapped me, and had been learning to get detached whenever there is a need to which is frequently. however i lead a very colorful life, if my life was to be written to a book i will paint it with a bright yellow. they might be pages of storms but rain will always stop. desaster do't come frequently do they? i knew that when i am angry for 1 min i will lose sixty seconds of happiness. i would rather spend my time happily with you and not waste my time thinking unless it is neccessary. lastly... p.s: i wish that tzelin will smile more(not just evidence throgh expression but in terms of mood, and mentally), siti to have less worries(don't wanna you to bored over unneccessary things), yeele to be carefree( i knew you will never allows rule to tie you up but to me you seems to be tied up by yourself(personal opinion)). meiqi and yiqing:) adours them let they seems perfectly fine:)muacks babe! fahmi, to get all the money that he wanted so as to get his problem solve, wanna him to really get taken care off. last of all... yangce, wish that her wishes will all come true... friends shall only spice her life and they do:)

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Monday, March 20, 2006




lol i drew it! haha. didn't motice that there were two little birds around.

hoiday is really fun... oh man am i really that lacking haha cause til now then tag about holiday.lol i remember having chemistry remedial and was on the way to mac for breakfast with siti, yeele, yiqing, meiqi and the guys... after that yiyuan gave me a call and shoo.. was at Wild Wild Wet with yiyuan, khim, alejandro, yuyang and samuel haha. six of us.really fun and cool. i was made to STRIP. hai~ bad experience... i don't wanna but i do not have my swimming suit on. so no choice, i had to take of my clothes left my sports bra on.. GOOSH EXPOSED... SOBSOB. but was rather cooling... wahahaha. i realised that a simple chit chatting can be real fun too. haha yuyang is damn funnie always making stupid noises. zhiyang calm that yuyang is the onli guy who can make him really Laugh Out Loud. haha i agrees totally. i didn't know how to swim. lol my boyfriend have to be a excellent swimmer if not i gonna drown..boo! then we went for lunch. was really overjoyed when me and khim received a special call haha. shall not tell you anything about the call at this moment.. when the time is right then i reveal. i hope khim had ot said about it... haha she is damn happie. but well not everyone though.. anyway then we went to the beach and had a stroll before settling down. the breeze was cooling... at that moment i felt like all my worries are gone... we just set there and the melody goes...*lalala* khim suggested that we go for a drink, we ordered some fried dishes too.. after that we ended our gathering and went seperate ways. i went to bugis national library for some studies. was doing a math... arthmetic...? yar i suppose... haha then went to meet feiz at the fountain. he bought tako balls for me but i didn'y want to eat... shy la yar la yar right... that pig really have big mouth 1 tako ball at e time!!! in the end he complained that it was my fault, cause i make him bloated... well too bad la.. boo! in the end i met up with my parents and sister.. haha we went hawker and i ate 1 whole plate of hokkien mee plus 2 slies of bread! woo__________then next day i started off with homework again before going out with feiz. well was suppose to have lunch der but went to library to study instead. you better buck up in your e math if not your sis also can't help you. then later went to bugis to meet siti for yanli's present hee. bought 2 pair of sunglasses for 30 bucks. hee. we took neoprints together too. then we went to mac to had a drink, i tasted the new milk shake... was really milky haha
it was friday then so i made my way home by bus... i don't like to take ride alone... regardless mrt,bus, with air con without... i just feel a sense of sleepyness and lonliness... in the end i was really pissed off cause i realised that i do not have my specs with me and left it at my aunt place. i do not have any keys with me so i could not open the door and feel for my bed to slp. i met this 2 irritating ice cream man who keep calling me xiao jie and persuading me to buy ice cream... not really their fault but i was really pissed off... I WAS REALLY TIRED. in the end went to find my parents and sister to have dinner. took LRT AGAIN... LONLINESS AND SLEEPINESS ENGUFF ME ONCE AGAIN. so there was me at the ten mile junction kopitium?... then i was really pissed off so i act sleepy and wanna my mummy to give me the keys instead of me staying there with them and eat... i had yoshinoya earlier le... then i lay heavily on my bag! and WAD THE HELL... YANLI'S SPEC WAS SMASHED BY ME... hai~ i am really clumsy... what should i do... what to do!!! lol haha... hai~ no choice i had to replace my own spec for her... so sorrie! sobsobz.. i guess i had ben really childish and stubborn... bleah! (pictures will be uploaded someday. system hang)haha~

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Tuesday, March 14, 2006


YUYANG&KHIM
!!!OUT!!!
Well find, people who have been reading my blog, after reading this you might feel that i am really bias but I DON'T CARE LE. goosh i actually cried yesterday after knowing the results from renjie. i was really agitated. hmmm i hate the the result show right from the begining. it really stimulate my nerves with nervousity. saw khim crying in front of the camera yesterday, my heart really breaks. yuyang was really cute la, but hai~ its just fate. I HATE IT MAN. ARGHHHHHHH... ...okie okie... i am bias... yayaya... but frankly speackiing... i never cried for this CSS competition before. yesterday was the first and it gonna be the last... cause ya i am STRONG wahahaha!!! SADDENING... (lol my pic just happen to have sherm&sheena wahaha. twins rox)


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Sunday, March 12, 2006

EVERYONE IS A POTENTIAL LEARDER!
SECONDARY ONE COFIDENCE CAMP 2006
~23rd Student Council ROX~
recently just attended a 2 days 1 night camp as an instrutor with my fellow 23rd student council, on the 10 and 11 of march 2006. what a different experience it was! MORE scoldings, MORE thinking, MORE changes and MORE reflecting done compared to the previous camp that we had attend(of course the expectation for secondary1inductioncamp is much more different compared to this camp)i must really say well done to the commanders. this camp was plan in total haste, yes there were planning and discusion, briefing and debrief before camp but in the opinion of many instructors we don't expect it to turn out as well as it did. i realised that it is important to have a same goal in mind. i wasn't really looking forward to the camp, but when it comes i feel that i can't resist it and this time round i have to do a really good job. the campers will be following us and we are important. this goes the same for all the others instructors, we feel that we are together again doing a importing project. we gonna make it a succes, and it gonna be a sucess. i belief that it will turn out true and indeed we did it. with the expectation of the teachers(esp. miss tang) we start of the camp with an aim to make it a success.to let the sec1 learn.
[campers moving to the next station. running with blurness. hahaz]
1st day
wa 1st day i already buay ta han liao! untolerable. these batch of secondary ones really are testing our patient. like what miss tang had said, these campers do not understand the seriousness of this camp though even though the commanders had made clear to them that this is a NOT A LEISURE CAMP. so the campers just HIGH all the way. so many of them, this camp might be thier first camp; compared to orientation day camp this was so much harsher. lol but they are really a bunch of wild monkeys. i was really irritated. poor yiqing nv see her scold like that before. felt terrible and really smpathy her. the campers treat us instructors like fools, felt that they are uncontrolable. hopeless. but after hearing what miss tang said really chances my mind. this camp was a camp meant for them if we instructors felt tired or worn out, then this camp gotta be insucessful. objective not met. so in whateva situation we gonna keep ourself in our best condition and nv look shack! lol(miss ong)miss yeong and miss lim also made us realise that we should not assume.[taken during telematch.day 2. everyone was really tired. but this was acted out, requested by me ha]
wa so in the end i onli had a 1hr sleep. all thanks to wei chiang and aaron who giggled all the way and caused me to have a sleepless night. ha. anyway i took revenge on wei chiang, tickled his foot, guess he was really irritated by that. ha hack. i had too much coffee, kept me awake. so we sang under the starry night. not forgetting that it was our commander desmond birthday. sang song for him! happy birthday song in 3 language. eng,chi and malay. hee
[desmond goh jin hui_sily smilez hee]
so early in the morning i played basketball with sab, zhichiaw, vic and siti. hai~ blame it on myself. i trip and ya, sprained my leg. haha. crap. well then so was limping all the way throughout day 2. wasn't that bad la, i just can't catch up with my own team, i was group instructor and pt in charged. hee i love pt! pt was fun.
hee. campers was really quite during day 2. guess they were as sleepy as me. so energy level droped. hee well in anycase i remembered to keep my spirit high. so in the end wei chiang took over me for treasure hunt and i went to sun tanned with siti under the sun. both of us fall asleep while helping in telematch. haha was sun burnt! hee hurray, i wanna to be tanned! so own wei chiang 1 again. i love telematch to. you should have see how jovin digged the water melon. he really swollow bit. i felt his stomach too, it was pretty obvious that it was protruding. haha. bloated with a melon.no pics on that though sad...
[disasterous state after telematch]
[we have our secondary 3s with us, the more the merrier]
[was also requested by me. hee. sokteng was really tired. we actually carried 16 bench, 32 tables, plus other logistic. xin ku le da jia!!!]
[more tiring faces]
so in the end i spent some time in the councillor room with more pics hee.
but whats most memorable is the picture i have with my council(though not all here, we will always be together)
[23rd Student Council]
[happie faces of the campers]
[23rd Student Council]
[will always remember, councilors one for one all for all] [jia youz] ]his turn they will miss me for a game. but ya not interseted . you xie holding hands.[me and siti la]
signning off...






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Thursday, March 09, 2006

Background Music
by Kathryn Hamshar
This love is background music in my mind;
Its melody drifts slowly as it may.
And threads of song enfold me, intertwined
When I awake to face another day.
Sometimes so faint, like shadows of a thought,
A haunting tune keeps lurking on the fringe;
Insistent Something, nameless and unsought,
And colored blue, though just the slightest tinge.
This floating music runs within my veins,
And slowly beats the time of passing years.
It sings the songs of love and all its pains;
Remembered joys, and loss too great for tears.

[lifeGOESon]

MX:hey dude! let us play a simple game.
GW:no objection. go ahead
MX:set ground rules first. loser will experience a drastic change
GW:huh what you mean.
MX:we shall see to it later.lol

*shimmering light*transformation take place*
MX:guess the no. of my fingers dude. wahahaha. i am an alien GRRrrr

GW:ARGHHHH!!! MONSTER.MONSTER!!!EEEEeeeee(show rabbit teeth in disgust)

MX:a manly one though.i have small eyes to counter your rabbit teeth.Pathetic moroons.Well you lose. Prepare for the torture.Weakling.

*a tight slap slammed across GW face*
and...

GW:I WANT MY MAMA.
[lifeGOESon][ihaveabunchoffunniefriends][weARElame]
basically, the few of us were together on the mini bus. though it is small it actually reduced our distance. we get to joke with each other, LaughOutLoud, do stupids things which we are familliar with, took photos of memories. time flies. sooner or later we shall all graduate. Where will we be? i don't know. we shall all be seperated. but the memories that we share shall always be intact. [no dance in exchange for last cheering session][tues]
p.s: our school achieved the 1st runner up.

signing off...=)

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Sunday, March 05, 2006

BACK
lol i know i sounded really gloomy. thanks for reading my long, wordy post. ha. okie lets us talk about saturday. its alenjandro birthday! haha its our sec2coord. sabrina birthday too! lol 25th feb was samuel and my 3rd mama,ching yan's birthday! haha. what a coincidence. so well i went to alenjandro's birthday party. lol haha saw a few topless guy splashing water. lol haha it reminds me of yanhong's birthday. he kinda went through water parade, got splash by his classmate, cakes on his uniform, lol it was a messy sight. haha he claim that he was rape. goosh haha. wonder what will it be like on my birthday. i told ming feiz that i didn't had a birthday party since the age of one. well only celebrated with my parents. cause it always happen to be at the mid year. so i told ming feiz that my birthday was drawing nearer, i was expecting him to say something like that what would you want for a present or ask a question like how do you expect it to be?... but he said that ya and chinese 'O' is drawing nearer too... spoilt my mood lol.
haha so back at alejandro's place. i was there with yin wei, samuel and siew ping, so the 4 of us went to the roof top! hee i told them that it was the most romantic place i have ever been. lol i was really astonished by the magnificent sight. the cresent moon was there glowing and there were stars sparkling. i love stars! every morning when i step out of my flat i will start counting. lol like any girls i will tell myself that the brightest star is yangce's star haha. it shine so brightly and i told myself that i ought to be like it. lol the wind was blowing agaist my face, my hair was in total mess but i enjoy every moment of the breeze. its really relaxing. so the 4 of us just sit down and start chatting and singing like we were log lost friends. haha.we did some gossiping too...shhhh haha in the end my sister went too haha. y she go? don't ask me haha

lol yupz thats the moon.thats all the neon light.thats me and my sis.thats yiyuan,siew peng,me yu yang, samuel, alejandro, khim, yvonne and yi wei. (thanks vicki for the pic=))
Tag Replies
*some people had been using my name to reply. the latest one. what i have dance and going to bath. thats not me la. but though it mean no harm but next time i shall do my replies here. thanks to all who help me reply.
well
xingyu:lol ya i know you likes to flood la. ha thanks for helping me to reply. lol.
clement: because i don't have time to go online. ya i lve both singing and dancing. i love drawing too.i like anything which can express emotion in an artistic way. hmmm i guess my language is not that superb. maybe hats y. but til now i am more confiden with my dance. cause when i sing i always off pitch. ya maybe my heart is not calm enough ba.
(: :i try to reply when i am free hee. yupz i will post more haha. but ya according to my likes there is most likely to have more dance pics haha.
anonymous: i don't really know joseph. he tag my blog and requested for a link. hee y? you now him?
kailin: lol thanks for e compliment hee:) yar you rox too. stay preety hee
evonne: hee ya i got to really buck up in my studies. thanks real lots for encouraging.
graciie: hee yupz i will hee cya soon:)
celesta: lol i don't understand y too? i just eat and i love it lol. yupz sometimes i will eat bean curd for breakfast. lol good for the skin haha. but heard that eating too much of those is not good. dunno if it is ture hee hack la... lol
allie: haha i am loking forward to meiqi's blog. ha cause i don't have the habbit of blogging. yupz i think when i feel like i will blog too. i want to take down more photos. that camera of mine eats a lot of batteries. and i am always lazy to buy another.
chen ning: lol of course la. its my school ma. i wanna go for the cheering session. but will be having dance so still not sure if i will be there to support. lol. haha JSS JIAYOU!
shawn,gina,jiaenn,: hee thanks alot. yupz will link ya don't worry
mayii:yupz you too jia you cause haard work will always pay off. at least i believe in that. hope you too. yupz will link ya der.
joseph: lol haha you can download my song and listen to it lo. but not for too long cause really is off pitch here and there. well ya haha so beware.
mxm: refering to guys who watch porns lol. lol its just a remark no offence. but i detest them. maybe not really that hate but well i just don't understand y. maybe i because i am not a male...
casey: lol. i did not throw the bottle you gave away. at least the first one was still with me. lol. haha and amazingly my mum used that to hold liang cha for me too. lol.
ms iice: yupz thanks for the compliment hee. yupz i will continue to smile more and work hard der.
benitha: lol why don't you donate some to me? lol. yupz mr woon is checking for e math files lo. so rush.

AND THATS ALL
signing off...


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